btw, from now on, please send me emails in my regular email account-I dunno if you got my message or not, but more privacy in there.
And, yeah, it is nice to have this New Josh:)
Well, ya know, he needs to realize there's more than just him in this whole equation; and I'm not going to do anything to hurt him. We deserve to get past what happened, and the only way we'll do that is to get back in touch with each other.
So how did he contact you?
♥Mom
OH, MY GOSH, YESSSSSSS, I DEFINITELY WANT TO KNOW HOW TO CONTACT TONY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been prayin FOREVER that God would put me in contact with him and Micah and Matthew-THANKS GODDD!!!♥
And I am very grateful that Josh is being nice again-see? I knew if you just sent him little chatty emails it would eventually melt his defenses-of course, I also told him he should email you, too, so I been workin on botha ya;)
Did Josh tell you about his change of attitude? And about his upcoming recital, which is now already over?
It was great hearing from you-please contact me soooon! with Tony's info
Gotta sent this NOW
Lovemom
Okay, well, this New Josh just happened within the last month; he wasn't exactly chatty with me in November, either, or before that that much...he has a new roommate who is a dedicated Christian and apparently God used him to break through to Josh. I don't want to tell you the whole story, cuz it's Josh's to tell. Just keep reaching out once in awhile; that's what I did. Sent him Christmas and birthday cards, and about three times a year a short email asking how he was doing. Let him know I still love him, no matter what, and that I wasn't going to turn my back on him regardless of what was going on (or not going on) between us. Love is unconditional. That's why I have stayed in touch with you as well; not that you've ever turned your back on me, but we've definitely had our problems, haven't we? um hm...
So maybe he just doesn't know how to go about reaching out first-you know how guys are. And he's always been tenderhearted and has had to deal with some major insecurities; and guys don't deal with that stuff as well as we do. Just let him know you love him and that you would like to hear from him when he's ready to communicate. Kind words conquer.
So exciting that you're going to pursue flight school!!! Did I ever tell you that I thought about becoming a flight attendant when I was younger? Yeah---I thought it would be exciting to get to fly all over the world. Had an aunt who worked for TWA in their Kansas City office.
newyz, love you dearly, Peaches! God Bless You-
♥Mom
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And, yeah, it is nice to have this New Josh:)
So how did he contact you?
♥Mom
And I am very grateful that Josh is being nice again-see? I knew if you just sent him little chatty emails it would eventually melt his defenses-of course, I also told him he should email you, too, so I been workin on botha ya;)
Did Josh tell you about his change of attitude? And about his upcoming recital, which is now already over?
It was great hearing from you-please contact me soooon! with Tony's info
Gotta sent this NOW
Lovemom
So maybe he just doesn't know how to go about reaching out first-you know how guys are. And he's always been tenderhearted and has had to deal with some major insecurities; and guys don't deal with that stuff as well as we do. Just let him know you love him and that you would like to hear from him when he's ready to communicate. Kind words conquer.
So exciting that you're going to pursue flight school!!! Did I ever tell you that I thought about becoming a flight attendant when I was younger? Yeah---I thought it would be exciting to get to fly all over the world. Had an aunt who worked for TWA in their Kansas City office.
newyz, love you dearly, Peaches! God Bless You-
♥Mom
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