Temporarily Disabled
Ever heard of this term? If you havent it doesnt seem like a big of a deal once you think about it. But what if you are dealing with it. I am. Thats been my label since Septenber of 2004. It stinks though. Cant do things cause you either cant handle it or can do it at the time. Most people with this are usually injured or mental. But is it such a bad term. I mean its temporary not forever. Well, I've been waiting for that temporary problem to go away for about 6 years. Its weird though. Most people can move along fine after their mental bout. Me......its not so easy. This thing really was a heck of a storm for me. And the effects havent really wore off either. I dont know. If I was meant to be healed and follow in Gods footsteps, you would think I would be already. But no, Im not. SO I try to think this way. In my right mind, I wouldnt care for serving the Lord, but in the mind that has me desperate and vunerable, I would cry out his name and praise him for the GOd he is UNTIL I see it in my mind to always follow Him and his word. So I guess this is a reason. ANd I pray its the right one.
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